The blow at the outward man may be the greatest blessing to the inner man. If God, then, puts or permits anything hard in our lives, be sure that the real peril, the real trouble, is what we shall lose if we flinch or rebel.
2010年11月23日星期二
2010年11月19日星期五
Wait in faith
Wait in faith. Express your unstaggering confidence in Him. Believe that if He keeps you tarrying even till midnight, yet He will come at the right time.
Bless is the one who waits.
(DAN. 12:12)
Bless is the one who waits.
(DAN. 12:12)
2010年11月15日星期一
chiu chiu wah...
HE is the only one who can share all of your secrets/ thoughts/ feelings/ laughters/ sorrows/ worries/ joy ,are you ready to have chiu chiu wah with HIM tonight?
2010年11月11日星期四
broken needle
i'm sick since ytd, didnt sleep for whole night, keep thinking these and that... will see doctor abt an hour later as it's still too early.decided to finish the pouch, yet end up breaking the needle, wow, it's the first time i think, so i gotta record it here.
couldnt adjust to working mode since i'm back from SH... like a broken needle, couldnt sew...
dont want to be like this, God pls give me strength n show me Your ways!
the future seems so uncertain, which way should i go or actually do i have ways to choose?
God please dont follow my desire, follow Yours for you know me better than i do.
God please dont follow my desire, follow Yours for you know me better than i do.
病了/吃藥後頭腦不清晰... 胡思亂想中 :(
希望事情可快快解決，讓我可以肯定d咁行前面我該行的路!
希望事情可快快解決，讓我可以肯定d咁行前面我該行的路!
2010年11月7日星期日
bean sprouts
bean sprouts - they are tiny and are rarely regarded as the main ingredient in the dishes.
i'm not fond on bean sprouts, dont really like that crunchy texture... esp. when i'm hving the rice noodle, and for me that the rather crunchy bean sprouts mixed in the bowls just simply ruin the paradise in my month. That's why i always ask for skipping them in the restaurants!
i guess i'm not patient enough, therefore God wants me to learn a lesson (many lessons) recently.. As usual, I ask for skipping the bean sprouts when i order my bowl of rice noodle, and it's already the 3rd time, that they are still appear proudly in my bowl... and it drives me nuts... i kept murmuring ... if i am asked whether i need bean sprouts and i said yes, that means i really dun want them, but how come they are still here, and i need to waste my time picking them up while i just couldnt catch them all =.=
okay, i'm still learning to be more patient when it comes to something violating my will/ my desire. but i'm grateful that God makes me realise my short coming :)
But no matter what, i wont giving us having my yummy hot rice noodle ;)
2010年7月11日星期日
PRAYER
feel like a heavy stone has been put on my heart, cant breathe, cant think, cant help to cry...
want to quit so so much, i just cant stand the pressure, the horrible feeling of helplessness...
just in 2 days, i experienced the feeling from heaven to the hell...
i know the circumstances wont change, what can only be changed is my perception, my attitude towards it. i say my prayer to God, not necessarily to change to environment/ circumstances, but change me, grant me the COURAGE, the WISDOM, the FAITH on HIM, most importantly, the PEACE in my heart that i need the most.
God, please be with me to go through these difficulties, sadness, sorrow. I know i am not alone, with the support from sis & bro, my family and most of all from GOD.
want to quit so so much, i just cant stand the pressure, the horrible feeling of helplessness...
just in 2 days, i experienced the feeling from heaven to the hell...
i know the circumstances wont change, what can only be changed is my perception, my attitude towards it. i say my prayer to God, not necessarily to change to environment/ circumstances, but change me, grant me the COURAGE, the WISDOM, the FAITH on HIM, most importantly, the PEACE in my heart that i need the most.
God, please be with me to go through these difficulties, sadness, sorrow. I know i am not alone, with the support from sis & bro, my family and most of all from GOD.
2010年7月10日星期六
Encouragement :))
在清理電子郵件時，發現一件陳年訊息，傳來的日期是08年7月，標題為「勇於說不」。未打開前，我刻意細想一回，問自己：我為甚麼會保留這個郵件這麼久？難道有甚麼內容是很值得保留？那是甚麼？但任我如何回憶，還是忘了。好奇心驅使我打開此郵件，細閱一遍後，我終於明白保留到今日的意思，上天正指引我，把以下文字覆錄出來，好讓廣大讀者們可以一齊分享。
「我求上天把我的惡習拿掉。上天說：不！怎能是我去『拿掉』，該是你去『捨掉』。
我求上天讓我殘缺的孩子健全。上天說：不！他的靈性圓滿，他的身體只是暫時的。
我求上天賜我耐性。上天說：不！耐性是磨難的副產品，不能被賜予，要從學習而得。
我求上天給我幸福快樂。上天說：不！我祝福你，但幸福愉快是你的選擇。
我求上天免我於痛苦。上天說：不！苦難讓你厭棄塵世的煩憂，讓你更接近我。
我求上天助養我的靈性。上天說：不！你要自己成長，但我會助你修剪荒蕪，富饒你的收成。
我求上天給我所有物質，令我可以享受生活。上天說：不！我給予你生命，為此，你可以享受一切。
我求上天助我，如同祂愛我一般去愛他人。上天說：噢！你終於搞清楚了！」
這篇陳年郵件，我決定繼續在郵箱中保留着，好讓我有一天快將忘記時，又可以再拿出來回味一番。
臨床心理學家
林存湄
9/7/2010
「我求上天把我的惡習拿掉。上天說：不！怎能是我去『拿掉』，該是你去『捨掉』。
我求上天讓我殘缺的孩子健全。上天說：不！他的靈性圓滿，他的身體只是暫時的。
我求上天賜我耐性。上天說：不！耐性是磨難的副產品，不能被賜予，要從學習而得。
我求上天給我幸福快樂。上天說：不！我祝福你，但幸福愉快是你的選擇。
我求上天免我於痛苦。上天說：不！苦難讓你厭棄塵世的煩憂，讓你更接近我。
我求上天助養我的靈性。上天說：不！你要自己成長，但我會助你修剪荒蕪，富饒你的收成。
我求上天給我所有物質，令我可以享受生活。上天說：不！我給予你生命，為此，你可以享受一切。
我求上天助我，如同祂愛我一般去愛他人。上天說：噢！你終於搞清楚了！」
這篇陳年郵件，我決定繼續在郵箱中保留着，好讓我有一天快將忘記時，又可以再拿出來回味一番。
臨床心理學家
林存湄
9/7/2010
2010年7月7日星期三
new chapter
first day of my new work, i missed my old time and my lovely ex-colleagues already :(
felt really exhausted today, so many documents/ tables to read and to digest, not sure whether i am really capable/ suit this job... feel really bad now.
Still rmb the first two weeks of my last job, i was also stressed out and down. maybe i just need more time to adapt, to get familiar with figures, comparison, and the whole picture...
Still rmb the first two weeks of my last job, i was also stressed out and down. maybe i just need more time to adapt, to get familiar with figures, comparison, and the whole picture...
i know i will still have some hard time, but i thank god for all these coz it always in hard time that i get close to HIM and to look upon HIM.
i know i am blessed. Gotta be brave, find the focus, keep my spirit up, relax a bit and not pushing myself too harsh. Look upon Him and stand firm!
bon courage :)
2010年3月14日星期日
le petit nicolas
wow, i was so looking forward to watch this film especially after seeing this poster (the color, the feeling is so right!) and after knowing that Kad Merad plays Nicolas's dad (the postman who moved to Nord-pas-de-calais in "Bienvenue chez les Ch'tis")!What a pity that we turned out to be watching only 3/5 (or less) of the film due to our works...
but i'm glad that i could still enjoyed this film so so much! those kids are so cute in their shorts and their "innocent" thoughts :) love this movie soooo sooo much! i gotta take Feimooi to watch the film w/ me later during the screening!
c'est trop chouette!!!
but i'm glad that i could still enjoyed this film so so much! those kids are so cute in their shorts and their "innocent" thoughts :) love this movie soooo sooo much! i gotta take Feimooi to watch the film w/ me later during the screening!
c'est trop chouette!!!
2010年3月1日星期一
Greetings from Guam
received a postcard today!
from Misato, Mari, Eriko, Haruka la fille and Haruka le gars!
i'm so angry! how come they didnt come to HK??
how come they 5 can make it??
i mean squezzing time to travel together, it really is sooooo difficult!
but they made it!
miss them so much :)
i want to fly to Japan!!! or please come to HK!
i reall
from Misato, Mari, Eriko, Haruka la fille and Haruka le gars!
i'm so angry! how come they didnt come to HK??
how come they 5 can make it??
i mean squezzing time to travel together, it really is sooooo difficult!
but they made it!
miss them so much :)
i want to fly to Japan!!! or please come to HK!
i reall
2010年1月25日星期一
2010年1月14日星期四
Encouragement :)
sometimes we are not sure whether we are doing our job well (or well enough), in my previous workplace, i had never got a compliment/ encouragement from my boss and that really made me lacking of confidence, and i always doubted my capability.
today's the second working day in my workplace, i was a bit panicking as i am still not familiar with the printer, advanced level excel functions, and other technical stuffs i encounter the first time in my life, plus i hv forgotten to prepare a document for a meeting. but then i received a email from my senior that told me i have done great job (in a task), the task is not a big deal yet it is BIG to me, and it does motivate me to work harder!
i am still adapting to this new environment and i will possibly make some mistakes/ bring troubles to others, still, i', gonna keep my spirit up!
God, thanks for giving me such a great chance, i know You are with me and i will have strength to face the coming challenge! Bon courage!
today's the second working day in my workplace, i was a bit panicking as i am still not familiar with the printer, advanced level excel functions, and other technical stuffs i encounter the first time in my life, plus i hv forgotten to prepare a document for a meeting. but then i received a email from my senior that told me i have done great job (in a task), the task is not a big deal yet it is BIG to me, and it does motivate me to work harder!
i am still adapting to this new environment and i will possibly make some mistakes/ bring troubles to others, still, i', gonna keep my spirit up!
God, thanks for giving me such a great chance, i know You are with me and i will have strength to face the coming challenge! Bon courage!
2010年1月13日星期三
2010年1月11日星期一
faith
人心籌算自己的道路；惟耶和華指引他的腳步 。箴言16:9
finally after 3 months and 11 days, i am employed again on 11/1!!!
i was really happy when i get the confirmation call, yet at the same time, i learn that i have to put more faith in HIM! i know God wants me to be more patient and have more confidence in Him that He is working and would have plan on us in His schedule!
Tmr would be the first working day and i'm not very sure whether i am ready or not. I'm gonna be attentive to details and be humble (but not too!) in my workplace! God wants me to learn more stuffs there, bon courage girl!
i was really happy when i get the confirmation call, yet at the same time, i learn that i have to put more faith in HIM! i know God wants me to be more patient and have more confidence in Him that He is working and would have plan on us in His schedule!
Tmr would be the first working day and i'm not very sure whether i am ready or not. I'm gonna be attentive to details and be humble (but not too!) in my workplace! God wants me to learn more stuffs there, bon courage girl!
2010年1月7日星期四
Good sharing tonight
Turning point --> why not NOW?
and would love to hear more about his relationship with god
and would love to hear more about his relationship with god
2010年1月3日星期日
a lovely song i found by chance today :)
Ralentir à la campagne
Paroles et musique par Manuel Bleton, L'interprétation par Liza Wisznia
Quand le speed de la ville me gagne
Je vais ralentir à la campagne
Pas de métro, ni de boulot
Que du dodo et des oiseaux
Quand le speed de la ville me gagne
Je vais ralentir à la montagne
De la verdure, pourvu qu'ça dûre
Pas de klaxon, il n'y a personne
Ralentir à la campagne est un luxe sans champagne
Que l'on déguste en pyjama
Quand le speed de la ville me gagne
je vais ralentir à la campagne
Pas de trafic, ni de boutiques
Pas de motos chez les oiseaux
Ralentir à la campagne est un luxe sans champagne
Que l'on déguste en pyjama
Quand le speed de la ville me gagne
je vais ralentir à la campagne
pas d'autobus, j'vais pédibus
Voir les poissons qui font des ronds
Ralentir à la campagne est un luxe sans champagne
Que l'on déguste en pyjama
Toi et moi!
2010年1月2日星期六
a belated 2009 review and 2010 resolutions :)
Family:
in 2009, i didnt spend too much time in caring my mom, dad, bro, and grandmom, etc. i paid too much attention to my own problems. in 2010, i hope i can spend more quality time with them, to really listen to their needs and take care of them.
Work:
2009 was a years of difficulties and frustrations regarding my work, i questioned my ability and have lost my confidence. yet i know i hv learnt a lot from my previous long-term job and i'm glad i have gone through this hard time with my family, boyfrd and most impantantly- with support from GOD. the last quarter of 09, i was able to broaden my horizon in my temp jobs and had the chance of meeting many new people, i discovered my passion in work as well as my weaknesses. in 2010, i hope i can be in active mode, that i can search the right direction and devote myself into it! Be motivated and passionate are the keys!
Friends:
in 2009 it seems that i hv been distanced with some of my dear frds for different reasons: some are just too busy to squeeze time to meet; some seems remoted not becoz of distance but becoz of difference in value/ misunderstanding. but i'm glad that i did make good frds in my previous work :) in 2010, i hope me and my frds could squeeze time to meet each other, and the strange feeling i have towards my frd could be gone. and i have to learn to treasure my frds and share with them my feelings more :)
Love life:
i know i am blessed to have him by my side. we had a difficult time in the past year, but finally we have gone through it. his unconditional support and understanding are just too important :) we do hv disagreements and quarrels from time to time, so i hope in 2010, we could keep supporting and learn to love each other more :)
Health:
well... my health wasnt really good in 2009, allergy, cold kept attacking me, and my life style wasnt good neither, too many meat, too little veggie and fruits. in the new year, i wanna see if i could spend few days eating no meat, to clean my body and clear my mind! and of coz, exercising moooore!
Faith:
I thank God for walking with me through the valley of the shadow of death (my work). He is the only one who could comfort me til the end of the day. But in time of easy and comfortable, i forgot to put my focus in Him... afterall, i know HE is my Savior and the ONE who guides my way. In 2010, I hope to put more effort and faith in GOD, and to share the gospel with my family and frds. Baptism would be my goal in this year too!
Learning:
I have spent more time in crafting in 09 and i really enjoy doing it! I hope i can keep this passion and try to make new things with beautiful fabrics, felts and other materials! and maybe learning new skills, mastering sewing machine would be one big project of coz! if possible, i want to learn more on fabrics and learn some software as well. and i wont give in learning French too!
"either to keep progressing or to be washed backward!"
Hope for the best!
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