take it easy girl :)

工作上把自己拉得太緊了, 要學習放鬆...
今天看到了一個頗可愛的錢包, nice nice nice :)))

Encouragement :)

sometimes we are not sure whether we are doing our job well (or well enough), in my previous workplace, i had never got a compliment/ encouragement from my boss and that really made me lacking of confidence, and i always doubted my capability.

today's the second working day in my workplace, i was a bit panicking as i am still not familiar with the printer, advanced level excel functions, and other technical stuffs i encounter the first time in my life, plus i hv forgotten to prepare a document for a meeting. but then i received a email from my senior that told me i have done great job (in a task), the task is not a big deal yet it is BIG to me, and it does motivate me to work harder!

i am still adapting to this new environment and i will possibly make some mistakes/ bring troubles to others, still, i', gonna keep my spirit up!

God, thanks for giving me such a great chance, i know You are with me and i will have strength to face the coming challenge! Bon courage!

哀莫大於心死

哀莫大於心死, 我希望我未達到這個程度...
第一天上班, 我只想一家人好好吃晚飯, 談談天...
但他又再令我們失望到極點...

要他肯改變, 有辦法嗎? 要多少時間?

faith

人心籌算自己的道路；惟耶和華指引他的腳步 。箴言16:9

finally after 3 months and 11 days, i am employed again on 11/1!!!
i was really happy when i get the confirmation call, yet at the same time, i learn that i have to put more faith in HIM! i know God wants me to be more patient and have more confidence in Him that He is working and would have plan on us in His schedule!

Tmr would be the first working day and i'm not very sure whether i am ready or not. I'm gonna be attentive to details and be humble (but not too!) in my workplace! God wants me to learn more stuffs there, bon courage girl!

Good sharing tonight

Turning point --> why not NOW?

and would love to hear more about his relationship with god

a lovely song i found by chance today :)

Ralentir à la campagne

Paroles et musique par Manuel Bleton, L'interprétation par Liza Wisznia

Quand le speed de la ville me gagne

Je vais ralentir à la campagne

Pas de métro, ni de boulot

Que du dodo et des oiseaux

Quand le speed de la ville me gagne

Je vais ralentir à la montagne

De la verdure, pourvu qu'ça dûre

Pas de klaxon, il n'y a personne

Ralentir à la campagne est un luxe sans champagne

Que l'on déguste en pyjama

Quand le speed de la ville me gagne

je vais ralentir à la campagne

Pas de trafic, ni de boutiques

Pas de motos chez les oiseaux

Ralentir à la campagne est un luxe sans champagne

Que l'on déguste en pyjama

Quand le speed de la ville me gagne

je vais ralentir à la campagne

pas d'autobus, j'vais pédibus

Voir les poissons qui font des ronds

Ralentir à la campagne est un luxe sans champagne

Que l'on déguste en pyjama

Toi et moi!

a belated 2009 review and 2010 resolutions :)

Family:

in 2009, i didnt spend too much time in caring my mom, dad, bro, and grandmom, etc. i paid too much attention to my own problems. in 2010, i hope i can spend more quality time with them, to really listen to their needs and take care of them.

Work:

2009 was a years of difficulties and frustrations regarding my work, i questioned my ability and have lost my confidence. yet i know i hv learnt a lot from my previous long-term job and i'm glad i have gone through this hard time with my family, boyfrd and most impantantly- with support from GOD. the last quarter of 09, i was able to broaden my horizon in my temp jobs and had the chance of meeting many new people, i discovered my passion in work as well as my weaknesses. in 2010, i hope i can be in active mode, that i can search the right direction and devote myself into it! Be motivated and passionate are the keys!

Friends:

in 2009 it seems that i hv been distanced with some of my dear frds for different reasons: some are just too busy to squeeze time to meet; some seems remoted not becoz of distance but becoz of difference in value/ misunderstanding. but i'm glad that i did make good frds in my previous work :) in 2010, i hope me and my frds could squeeze time to meet each other, and the strange feeling i have towards my frd could be gone. and i have to learn to treasure my frds and share with them my feelings more :)

Love life:

i know i am blessed to have him by my side. we had a difficult time in the past year, but finally we have gone through it. his unconditional support and understanding are just too important :) we do hv disagreements and quarrels from time to time, so i hope in 2010, we could keep supporting and learn to love each other more :)

Health:

well... my health wasnt really good in 2009, allergy, cold kept attacking me, and my life style wasnt good neither, too many meat, too little veggie and fruits. in the new year, i wanna see if i could spend few days eating no meat, to clean my body and clear my mind! and of coz, exercising moooore!

Faith:

I thank God for walking with me through the valley of the shadow of death (my work). He is the only one who could comfort me til the end of the day. But in time of easy and comfortable, i forgot to put my focus in Him... afterall, i know HE is my Savior and the ONE who guides my way. In 2010, I hope to put more effort and faith in GOD, and to share the gospel with my family and frds. Baptism would be my goal in this year too!

Learning:

I have spent more time in crafting in 09 and i really enjoy doing it! I hope i can keep this passion and try to make new things with beautiful fabrics, felts and other materials! and maybe learning new skills, mastering sewing machine would be one big project of coz! if possible, i want to learn more on fabrics and learn some software as well. and i wont give in learning French too!

"either to keep progressing or to be washed backward!"

Hope for the best!