sorry mom...

this week's been interviewing week for me, i've got totally 4 interviews this week (one was a second in), which must be my record in life. maybe i am too busy dealing with my own stuff, or maybe i'm just too absent-minded and selfish, i forgot mom's birthday AT ALL! i mean it's really a huge mistake esp. when dad and bro also forgot it, cant imagine how disappointed mom is right now... she just thinks that we treated her like a maid, that we call her whether we are in need, and that we forget about her after our pb is solved, our desire has been fulfilled....
really soooo sorry mom... i (, dad and bro) shouldnt take your love and care for granted, we are so damn stupid and hurt your feeling... what can i do to make it up? i know i could calm her by saying sorry and clean the dishes for her immediately, but it wont heal her heart... i know i must not just so some short term making-up actions, what would really make mom happy are our love and care to her whenever she need them.... and we are always too ignorant to notice her needs... i feel so guilty about it... mom's love to us is so unconditional, we are nothing as compare to her...

tmr, i gotta clean my room up, wash the floor, put things back right in order...etc
then i gotta choose a restaurant that mom would like to go (i think of Japanese Teppan!)
and i would like to make her a drawstring pouch too!

sorry mom, i love you and i wanna hug you, and i'm gonna prove that to you by my actions!

god pls, comfort mom and heal her wound, and most importantly, may the holy spirit would always remind me the love of YOU and the love of mom :)