PRAYER

feel like a heavy stone has been put on my heart, cant breathe, cant think, cant help to cry...
want to quit so so much, i just cant stand the pressure, the horrible feeling of helplessness...
just in 2 days, i experienced the feeling from heaven to the hell...

i know the circumstances wont change, what can only be changed is my perception, my attitude towards it. i say my prayer to God, not necessarily to change to environment/ circumstances, but change me, grant me the COURAGE, the WISDOM, the FAITH on HIM, most importantly, the PEACE in my heart that i need the most.

God, please be with me to go through these difficulties, sadness, sorrow. I know i am not alone, with the support from sis & bro, my family and most of all from GOD.